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gladness

2012-02-14T23:04:00.001+08:00

im so glad
that someone abandoned me
so that i can meet someone BETTER. #fyeah

so this is how love truly feels like;)

my awesome valentine

2012-02-14T19:20:00.001+08:00

14.2.2012
spend w love at mac hehehe.
the time spent talking, i really very appreciated it.

all in all, i heart you, a lot a lot and a lot!

aspirations

2012-02-13T22:32:00.001+08:00

teacher

devoted lover, wife, mother

jewellery designer? :p

family person

boss of a maid lol( thats how lazy i am )

card maker!

small business entrepreneur, tuition perhaps?

dreamer.

continue dreaming while physically doing work!

okay gotta sleep, ciaoz

emo nemo

2012-02-12T11:42:00.001+08:00

this's week's been a *****
like urgh.
homework, human interactions, shopping for deco cards stuffs, more homework. ah, and ft.
its like everything's blowing up in my face.

but glad that there was time to at least go out for a moment w some guys and girls, to eat and walk about somewhere away from home and school.
but coming back home means facing reality once more, back to all the shits i escaped for that few hours..

i really dont wanna see you sad, i rather be the one absorbing all the sadness for myself.
in the train ride back home, i thought of everything, from the start of the mrt ride at 550pm+, all the way till we left for home/ TH. cant help but feel sad, afterwards our discussion saw the differences we had, our perspectives.. glad that before i head home, i grabbed double choc from
mccafe..
just, burying everything in my heart to deal with later.

now i realise homework , school, seems to be the simplest place for everything and anything..
i dare not think of the day i'm gonna step into the society and face all kinds of problems its gonna present me with.
already afraid.
杯弓蛇影 seems to be the right 成语 uh?

perhaps the pic below sums up what i should have done.
i need to change myself.
change..the only constant..

2012-02-11T21:15:00.001+08:00

i wish you werent hurt by me..

2012-02-11T16:07:00.001+08:00

nope, im not gonna take back what i just blogged.
after mum clarified the reasons why, its a lot less...hateful.
but in another way, it made me realised how stressful it is to be a role model to another.
people aint gonna remember you for the thousand good things you have done but keep blaming you for that 1 single thing you might have done wrong,
guess that's human nature

isnt life sad?
to be tied down by such things..
religion, beliefs, hopes pinned upon you by others, expectations, the rat race.

2012-02-11T09:18:00.001+08:00

not bad.
now even a meal outside w some friends you also wanna be sarcastic about it

i already had a fucking long and horrible week w my studies, and im gonna study now to earn myself a well deserved break to go out and have some air away from home and work, which i have fucking been stuck with for weeks
and now?
awesome eh.
you only care about bro, just care about him can already, no need to care about me if you wanna play sarcasm with me.
you can go tabao food and skip cooking
now i cant skip a meal to go outside for dinner
and dafuq seriously, i already told you yesterday night that im going out for dinner tmr.

eating out once in 2 fucking months and you said ' wah you got a lot of money hor'
yeah i have a lot a lot a lot of money.
a lot
so dont give me shit seriously

cant even take a good break, you can just kill me seriously.

monday chem remedial till 6pm
weds 130 - 330 math remedial
thurs alternate weeks chem clinic.
tues i end school at 4pm
everyday i leave school at such timings, you prolly think im out having fun eh?
how much of my schedule do you even know?
what you see is me lazing at home, apparently, and getting failing results.
yeah all my fault okay. my fault. i suck at school. i suck as a daughter. maybe you'll be happy with that.

just leave me alone.

trust

2012-02-06T20:17:00.002+08:00

i guess the title speaks what i wanna talk about

trust

this is weird.
its one of the only..thing.. that i have to actually feel with my heart
to sense with my intuition

feeling safe with you is one thing, complete trust is another
trusting you is different from trusting others like my girlfriends, my parents, classmates etc.
its kind of similar to governance, how the citizens trust the government is how much transparency and the truth they see and hear, then they judge and come to a decision..

trusting my parents comes naturally, who can i trust if not them, who has taken care of me the day i was formed as a zygote, to an embryo, a fetus, a baby, toddler, child, teen, young adult.
lols its bio knowledge kicking in..

trusting my girlfriends is like..trusting your own sister. you believe however critical they may be of you, they'll still love you and you know they got your back.
i can leave and when i turn around, they'll still be there for me; thats how much i trust my girlfriends.

my classmates.. i believe when you first get to know somebody, you would get to know them better first, before judging if they have good character and then put your trust in them. i trust my classmates for they never abused my trust in them ever before, no backstabbing no nothing. and i doubt they can do much to abuse whatever trust i might have on them.

but with you, thats another thing, i feel.
im afraid to lose this, whatever we have been building up together,
others can take advantage of my trust in them and i'll get over it
but with you, im afraid not.
its really stupid, my heart and brain just cannot change that fact.

as i grow, i feel that i begin to trust a lot less.
i realised my parents do lie to me at times.
they make empty promises.
my friend, we argue, we ignore each other cos we had a crush on the same boy.
with my girlfriends, perhaps over failed dates which were caused by me a whole lot of times *sorry*
with myself especially, the lack of self discipline i should have to my homework, my life, my relationships, my family, to myself.

perhaps i thought love was like having my baby pooh.
its my one and only.
i dont share it with any others but myself.

guess i was wrong?
i didnt know i had to share
with your friends, our mutual friends..
our parents, our families, siblings..
maybe im just a selfish person who dont know how to appreciate what i've got.

to tell the truth, i hate what i have became sometimes.
to have to stoop to the level of stalking others for that bit of news of you,
to gather little bits of "evidence" and piece it all together to see if you were telling the truth.

im just too jealous, too insecure, too... 'little girl'
obviously i need to grow up mentally to your level.
i need to learn to trust but not be naive and gullible.
really wanted to add in 'But..._____________'
i dont see why i need any 'but's and 'if's.
it'll just make me waver and sway, remain that uncommitted, and still trust so little, and get more jealous and petty..

yeah.
to conclude, thats me.
i dont trust, i dont promise.
and i dont know why.
says a lot about me, eh?

2012-02-06T19:38:00.001+08:00

thats the thing about waiting
it never ends

monday blues

2012-02-06T06:53:00.001+08:00

i go to sleep..missing you
i wake up...missing you
i dream...missing you
everything i do, i miss you.

addicted. :/

totally dont feel like going to school. i dreamt of my mum accepting you and even giving me money to spend w you. and i dream of my girlfriends already gonna be late for school but still busy eating hot desserts for breakfast.

guess im going crazy eh?
these few days took a lot yet filled a lot more in me.
le sigh for school work.
gonna catch up although im already huffing and puffing like a choo choo train except im really a whole lot slower.

you're always in my thoughts.

gotta find someday to go out w just girlfriends soon. or perhaps alone. since jelly can do it, i can too.

2012-02-05T22:36:00.001+08:00

i wonder where i stand at times in anyone's heart

mess

2012-02-05T19:46:00.001+08:00

urgh.
chingay
#over
friday
#over
saturday
#over
sunday
also over wtf

gg for my homeworks like seriously.
i feel like dying
but i dont wanna die yet
大好前途in front of me leh..

arghhhh okay this week only.
gonna pick back the pace of my life ....soon :)

love love this chingay this year, lots of fun w the funny guys and bf :)
pictures? another day perhaps :)

haha one then. its a human dragon if you looked close enough. super cool and awesome and their muscles are like *oh mai gawd*
from china though:)
awesome chingay, again :)
super close up on the first day w the parade
2nd day was pictures day and we saw the fireworks super close up! :)

today was youth group cny celebration.
awesome time being childish and crazy w all the gals~:)
really seems like less sleep makes me more hyper
but i really wanna sleep.
the nap just now was totally insufficient..

okay here i come chem.
ciaos~

(:

2012-02-04T10:50:00.001+08:00

round 2 of chingay tonight~
doing mud mask now hehe!

#happiness

2012-02-03T16:14:00.001+08:00

2012-02-02T21:12:00.001+08:00

周杰倫- 我不配
Jay Chou- wo bu pei (I'm not worthy)

歌词詞：方文山 (Vincent Fang)
曲：周杰倫 (Jay Chou)

这街上太拥挤
Zhe Jie shang tai yong ji
This street is too crowded

太多人有秘密
Tai duo ren you mi mi
Too many people with secrets

玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
bo li shang you wu qi zai bei yin chang qi guo qu
At the glass, there's the fog hidden from it

你脸上的情绪
Ni lian shang de qing xu
The sulky face of yours

在还原那场雨
Zai huan yuan na chang yu
Is completing that rain

这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
Zhe xiang nong tai guo wan qu zou bu hui gu shi li
This street is simply too narrow to return to the story

这日子不再绿
Zhe ri zi bu zai lu
These days are not green anymore

又斑驳了几句
You ban bo le ji ju
Just a few word exchanges

剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
Sheng xia ban kong hui yi de wo zai da fang zi li
I'm left alone in the house, with half-filled memories

电影院的座椅
Dian ying yuan de zuo yi
The seats in the cinema

隔遥远的距离
Ge yao yuan de ju li
Are separated far by distance

感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
Gan qing mei you dui shou shi ni gen zi ji xia qi
Feelings with no partner is a game of chess you played by yourself

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
hai lai bu ji zi zi xi xi xie xia ni de guan yu
its still too late to carefully write down your concern

描述我如何愛你
Miao shu wo ru he ai ni
Describing how I love you

你却微笑的离我而去
Ni que wei xiao de li wo er qu
Yet you leave me away with a smile

Chorus:

这感觉已经不对
Zhe gan jue yi jing bu dui
This feeling is not right anymore

我努力在挽回
Wo nu li zai wan hui
I tried hard to retrieve

一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
Yi xie xie ying gai ti tie de de gan jue wo mei gei
A bit feeling of care that I didnt give

你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微
Ni de zui xu de yuan wang hen bei wei
The many wish from your lips is very petty and low

在妥协是我忽略
Zai tuo xie shi wo hu lue
I neglected to compromise it

你不过要人陪
Ni bu guo yao ren pei
However you want some company

哦这感觉已经不对
a zhe gan jue yi jing bu dui
ahh, This feeling is not right anymore

我最后才了解
Wo zui hou cai liao jie
Im the last to understand

一页页不忍翻阅的情节
Yi ye ye bu ren fan yue de qing jie
Looking through the pages of circumstances which cannot be endured

你好累
Ni hao lei
Youre so tired

你默背为我掉过几次泪
Ni mo bei wei wo diao guo ci lei
You have silently cried behind my back for so many times

多憔悴
Duo qiao sui
So sallow

而我心碎你受罪你的美
er wo xin sui ni shou zui ni de mei
Yet my heart breaks and you accepted my sin, your beauty

我不配
Wo bu pei
Im not worthy

thursday.

2012-02-02T19:56:00.001+08:00

le sigh
been feeling so tired and sleepy this whole week.
bio lecture totally bored me out with all the things to memorise and link.
le sigh, againzxc..
chem tut was as scary as always,
feel that she's damn good to always been able to keep us on our toes.
im the weaker students, obviously i'll kena a lot of the questions she ask..
sometimes i really drifted off and couldnt answer..
GG for that then :/
but so far so good..
then gp timed essay...
then pe.
lol, badminton in the field with the wind blowing lol.
interesting enough, didnt play a proper game and some of us girls ended up playing in a circle..

buzzy busy life all of us have, me and you too..
but through it all, i cant demand time from you and you cant from me
but hope whatever time we spend is worth something(:

hmmm.. truly true that no expectations, no disappointments
cant deny that fact
one may expect better conversations, more time spent together, more progress
but i guess its really something that one has to have the mental preparation and readyness
guess i've gotta slowly get to that?

gotta go shower, do more assignments...
sigh.

im glad you're a part of my life.

2012-02-02T13:31:00.001+08:00

im super sleepy.. x.x
okay i'll blog, like, later. if i remember, that is.

2012-02-01T23:40:00.001+08:00

#truestory

meanie mean mean

2012-02-01T18:57:00.002+08:00

wednesdayyyy!
its mid week, yayness.
weekend is coming!

but there are so many assignments due.. damn.
been feeling sleepy and tired this whole week.
like..brain dead.
even after sleeping for 7h..

so, we had cip at st luke hospice today..
im crazily mean today, i dont know why,
i guess i just dont like him.
right from the start he ask who are you.
or did he say what are you.
i forgot
but i just find it rude and i dont like it.
just allocate people the way you deem fit lah,
wishy washy.
and perhaps you cant differentiate between times where people are not serious and they are actually joking from times where people are serious
maybe lah, i dont know.
throughout the whole time i dont know/ dont get what we were supposed to do
maybe i was stupid and cannot understand instructions but apparently im not the only one?
not gonna write about anything bad or whatever complains i might have cos if i were the one doing this job, i might do until quite fail also lah,
so,
kudos for the courage to be the ic, but room for improvement yeah? :)

just brush up on your attitude and perhaps i'll be more cooperative i guess.
and thank the person who's been OBVIOUSLY helping you all the while, like seriously??
you tall then you big ah LOL.

and we sang songs!
Bruno Mars - Just the way you are and Grenade
Lenka- The Show
HAHA, songs are niceee but
old people can understand meh?
but last minute get this cip notice,
so
dont complain #okaycan

good cip experience though,
a good reflection on how Singapore's society had developed
perhaps a little bit heartless, cold blooded
but seeing family members still remembering to come visit their family member
(no other words to substitute LOL, dont know how they are related to each other)
a bit heart warming lah ah?

hehe gonna end here.
PE AGAIN TMR
i feel so sick of pe.
monster teacher monster training MONSTER FATSSS.
hehe

its thursday, thursday~ <3

awesome description..

2012-01-31T21:52:00.001+08:00

請別愛這樣的女孩。
　　
她有點懶，她不擅長做家務。
　　
她獨立，也好強，她寧願忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不願意向別人提起。
　　
但其實骨子裡，渴望有一個避風港灣，讓她去依靠。但她不會承認。
　　
她必須確定那個人是否可以承受得了這一切的，承受她的撒嬌，她的無理取鬧，她的倔強，她的悲觀，她所有的性格缺陷且永遠不離不棄。
　　
只有這樣，她才放心，可以放心去繼續做自己，不會害怕有一天將要面對失去。如果沒有，那麼她只好繼續寂寞和孤獨。
　　
她對愛情沒有安全感，也不會給別人安全感。
　　
她一定要對方先流露出對她有好感，她才散發她的熱情。她愛的永遠是對她最好的那個，那個好她心裡是有一個標準的，你的積分超過了那條線，她會愛上你，但大多數人沒超過線之前就離開了，或者超過了之後沒等她看到就離開了。
　　
其實她要的並不多，她要的只是一個溫暖的家。對她來說太重要了，雖然在她們口中說出來的卻是：我不需要愛情。
　　
當你緊張他的異性朋友，她會一面跟你說，他只是我的誰誰誰，卻一面偷偷在意你的感受。。。
　　
對她們而言，唯一具備殺傷力的只有感情，感情如果受到挫折，要麼毀了她們，要麼成就了她們。從此更加漠然，專注於事業。
　　
她分手後完全不會像其他座在人面前要死要活，她嬉笑怒鬧，變得更加開朗。在聽到朋友說有關他的話題時，從不刻意迴避，她適當參與，淡然微笑，她的表現總會遭人懷疑這段感情的深淺，而人群中只有那些知道背後情節的人才看見她背後的眼淚和努力。
　　
　　
　　
她從來不會在情人面前大聲哭泣，除非她真的崩潰了。
　　
即使在你愛著她的時候，她也會胡思亂想讓自己悲傷。
　　
如果你看到她的眼淚，請相信這絕不是她在博取同情，這是她這樣一顆內心驕傲的女子不得己的場景。
　　
她想對你負責，對她負責，對自己的過去和未來負責，但請你不要輕易給她承諾和誓言。她很難相信。
　　
即使她很難相信，但她還是會選擇等待。
　　
她的傷初始濃烈似酒，很快就會變為一杯水，卻讓水滲入生活成為點點滴滴.她選擇在其中淡定，在其中沉默和內傷。
　　
她就是這樣，強勢，霸道，任性。。。
　　
不會討人歡心，死要面子，她愛朋友多過你。
　　
　　她最有保護欲，最沒有秘密。
　　
最暴躁，最善變，最沒耐心，最衝動，最耐不住寂寞卻又喜歡假惺惺的讓自己一個人呆著。
　　
有時候她又充滿陽光的氣息，愛笑愛說話，活蹦亂跳，可愛迷人。。
　　
她很自私，只願意與人同甘，不願意讓別人跟她共苦。
　　
她的家庭不一定很是富裕，但她都是習慣了養尊處優。
　　
她喜歡熱鬧，總會成為聚會的焦點，前提是她想。
　　
她也享受孤獨，會靜坐在一個人的房間聽著很傷感的音樂。
　　
她也會一整天呆在房間裡心情壓抑低落，但第二天一早起來，又會輕輕鬆鬆的打理一切，慌慌忙忙的拽著大衣拎著包往外衝。
　　
她習慣在人前表現的很堅強，一付大女子主義的模樣。
　　
她會想，遇到真正懂她愛她寵她的人，她就一定就會很安靜，心甘情願的安靜下來，不煩，不鬧，按時吃飯按時睡覺，按時做一切能安心和他一起做的事情。
　　
她從不輕言愛，她的愛很沉默，那並非是因為她缺少那份勇氣，在她的心裡有一道柵欄，那就是自尊。
　　
　　她看得比生命更尊貴的自尊。
　　
　　
　　
如果有一個這樣的女孩對你說她愛你，那就代表在她的心裡你的分量勝過了她的自尊。
　　
你不了解她，不懂她的好，就別愛她。她會在真正愛她的人面前卸掉所有的盔甲和偽裝，做個幸福的小女人，她不要求你要做什麼，不會無理取鬧要你陪著她，她有自己的生活，她給你空間因為她也需要空間。
　　
她也會幻想，在遇到真正的他時，會在他累的時候悄悄熬上點營養粥，然後說，看你這麼不辭勞累本姑娘心情又不錯犒勞犒勞你。
　　
她在你面前永遠性感調皮，偶爾撒撒嬌，跟你玩陌生人的遊戲，在你的朋友面前從來大方得體，微笑的依偎在你身邊。
　　
她不讓你給她買這買那，她會說，我啊，是大女人，不喜歡男人給我買單。。。但是心裡卻會為你私自買給她的禮物而暗自開心，因為女人覺得那是你的寵愛。
　　
她在意的是你的心，你若真心，她必然實意。最起碼你得表現的真心，能讓她感覺得到。
　　
她會經常冒出些新鮮的想法來調劑生活，她的多變有時會讓你不安。
　　
終有一天，她的敏感在你的嗬護下慢慢消失不見，她的倔強被你的保護軟化，她的偽裝在你面前被輕易識穿。。。
　　
得到她，別驕傲，因為沒人可以吃定她。
　　
只有懂她的人，才會得到她的好。
　　
她有時是有些遲鈍的，在感情方面，但有時很敏感，因為她在乎。
　　
她有時想，當她遇上生命中的那個人，會愛的多麼濃烈，她渴望那種不計後果的極致，然後在強烈的碰撞中享受那種心痛感。
　　
　　
　　
所以，別愛這樣的女孩，她太偏激，太虛偽，太粗心，又太神經質，太難伺候，太不溫柔。。。
　　
如果你沒勇氣，沒能力可以堅持愛她，就別愛她。
　　
因為如果你會離開，她的心將會永遠冰封，再也不會為任何人打開。。。。。。

2012-01-31T19:45:00.001+08:00

ahaha
so
i had chem prac ytd...
and I GOT PHENOL ON MAI FINGERRRR
lolol
it ATTACKED MAI SKIN
and i supposingly got a chemical burn.
my lab partner got it too
on the bus back to mrt we talked aboit our pracs tgt and the funny things we did in our pracs
last year bio prac, i broke my test tube then she poke too hard and her teat tube broke too
so we paid for the test tubes tgt
then now?
PHENOL
hahaha we make awesome prac buddies at creating some accident whatsoever eh
:)

okay a patronising blog for Amanda and Meiling :)
be honored i blog also got include you hor!
dont be too upset that there's nothing juicy to see here!
ciaos~ :)

2012-01-30T21:27:00.001+08:00

im tired :/

2012-01-29T19:48:00.001+08:00

guilt

2012-01-29T14:45:00.001+08:00

i cant believe what kind of person i've turned into sometimes.
im f***king bad and mean and awful srsly.
i was catching a lil snooze from 1-130
was semi conscious all the while
then
i heard noises outside the door
the sound of someone moving some stuffs right outside the door
i freaked out, mad scared really
no guts to walk out of the room to see whats happening
then now, i hear the sound of the machine the cleaners use to wash the floor
then it all came to light
the cleaner was so kind to help my family pick up the carpet and shoes outside the door and place it on the cupboard outside so it wont get wet
while i was like 'wtf wtf wtf keep quiet! go away! who are you?! '
fking mean, why am i like that.
heart filled with guilt.

#justsaying

2012-01-29T09:56:00.001+08:00

future
we like to talk about the future
i like to reminisce about the past, for it is what makes us US.
sure, future makes us look forward to what we can further become.
say, getting married, having our own kids, our house, wedding, and more
sounds really appealing, but perhaps there's ought to be a more solid foundation?
i have thought about various pathways, either with or without you, but the pathway without you, is unimaginable. so i thought of the pathway with you.
i see rocks ahead, a roller coaster ride ahead, barriers, work, stress.
but above all, our love grows.
at least that's what i hope.
i cant give any promises now, since im not in the position to actually make decisions for myself. afterall, im only 17. going on 18 though.
i dont wanna give you any expectations knowing there's the chance of disappointing you at any time.
so i disappointed myself by rejecting you first.
then disappointment hits both of us an we both feel sad and from our conversations, we feel a change.
sometimes this change causes me to cry. sometimes it makes me wanna immerse in work and just leave the problem as it is. sometimes it makes me wanna talk to my guy friend to understand how i can solve this, how their perspective is.
you feel disappointed too, yes, and then i look like i dont care, perhaps, and you decided not to care too. from the initial stages where such situations occur, you'll try to pacify me a bit, ask me why why why, but it gradually goes to simply Goodnight and everything is swept under the carpet.
it hurts for both me and you and i dont know how long this is gonna happen.
but i can assure you i really thought of a future with you. just that i keep my wild fantasies to myself in case there's only me who is disappointed when something happens.
i dont like to think so far ahead, but you prompt me to, so i did.
so yeah. just so you know.

love stories..

2012-01-29T01:04:00.001+08:00

記得有句話

因為想一個人而寂寞．因為愛一個人而溫柔。

但是，還好，寂寞的時候我可以想你。

溫柔的時候因為有一個夢需要執著而堅強。

其實，有你，真好。

愛是一種付出，即使痛苦也會覺得甘願

愛是一種直著，即使心碎也會覺得無悔。

我不知道是不是所有女人都會為用生命去保衛自己的愛情

但是我相信愛情的力量。

有些時候，愛，真的說不出來

有些時候，愛，就是望著你忽然淚留滿麵。

所以，你要原諒。

如果我說不出那句“我愛你”，不是我不愛你

而是我真的很愛你

愛到隻聽的到自己的心跳。

所以，你要理解。

當我望著你莫名其妙流下眼淚，不是你做錯什麼，不是我無理取鬧

是我真的很愛你

愛到看著你也可以掉下幸福的眼淚。

所以你要抱著我

因為我真的很怕失去你。

如果我總纏著你，請不要說我不乖

請不要對我生氣

因為我真的很珍惜和你的每分每秒

哪怕明明相隔兩地

哪怕隻是在電話中相聚

因為在乎每一次小小意義上的分離。

如果我不會總纏著你，請不要以為我………捨得和你說再見了

你不懂我那一瞬間的失落，是多麼想伸出手去抓住你

你要明白正是為了愛，才悄悄的收起對你的依賴。

也許有一天我們都會埋怨

也許有一天我們都會犯錯

也許有一天我們都會忽視今天的諾言

也許有一天我們也會吵架

所以我們來做個約定好嗎？

約好即使吵架也不可以不接聽彼此的電話

約好即使吵架也不可以不好好照顧自己

約好即使吵架也不可以輕易說分手

約好即使吵架也不可以傷害自己

約好即使吵架也不可以錯過了

約好，吵架的時候告訴自己

錯誤是短暫的，錯過卻是永遠遺憾的

愛情，有時候很脆弱

脆弱到容不下一點點沙

愛情，有時候很頑強

頑強到什麼也分不開相愛的人

如果有一天，我們不再任性的不理會一切

如果有一天，我們不再要求時時都粘在一起

如果有一天，我們不再傻傻的看著對方微笑

如果有一天，我們不再不理會柴米油鹽

如果有一天，我們不再是任性的兩個小孩

如果有一天，我們習慣了彼此埋怨...

請不要說“分手吧，祝你快樂！”

因為這一天更應該說

“我們結婚吧！讓我照顧你一輩子！”

2012-01-29T01:02:00.001+08:00

1. 看一個男人的品位，要看他的鞋子。

2、看一個女人是否有內涵，要看她的走姿。

3、看一個人的氣血，要看他的頭髮。

4、看一個人的心術，要看他的眼神。

5、看一個人的身價，要看他的對手。

6、看一個人的底牌，要看他身邊的好友。

7、看一個人的性格，要看他的字寫得怎樣。

8、看一個人是否快樂，不要看笑容，要看清晨夢醒時的一剎表情。

9、看一個人的胸襟，要看他如何麵對失敗及被人出賣。

10、看兩個人的關係，要看發生意外時，另一方的緊張程度。

11、如果你想知道一個人是不是真的愛你，那要看他是不是在開心的時候想到你，而不是悲傷的時候。

12、如果你想知道一個人是不是你的知己，那要看他是否和你心有靈犀，而不是要你什麼都告訴他。

13、如果你想知道一個人是不是你真正的朋友，那要看他在你危難的時候，會不會為你兩肋插刀，而不是天天和你一起吃吃喝喝。

14、如果你想知道一個人是否有愛心，那要看他………是否喜歡小動物。

15、如果你想知道一個人是否有修養，那要看他在公交車上會不會為老人，兒童讓座位。

16、如果你想知道是否有素質，那要看他是不是愛貪小便宜。

17、如果你想知道一個人是否有心胸，那要看他是否在背後壞別人。

18、如果你想知道一個人是否在說謊，那你要看他在說話時的眼神，眼神告訴你一切。

19、如果你想知道一個人是否在乎你，那你要看他是否記住你曾經說過的話。

20、如果你想知道一個人是否牽掛你，那要看他在天涼的時候是否想到提醒你加衣.

21.如果你想知道你在那個人心中的分量如何,那要看他是否記住你的生日或紀念日.

22.如果想知道一個男人是否講究,那要看他的鞋子是否乾淨.

23.如果你想知道一個男人是否值得你去愛,那要看他是否有愛心,責任心,而不是有沒有地位和金錢.

24.如果你想知道一個男生是否值得你去愛,那要看他的內在,而不是外表,要看他是不是因為可愛而帥,而不是因為帥而可愛.

女生也應該：急事，慢慢的說；

大事，清楚的說；

小事，幽默的說；

沒把握的事，謹慎的說；

沒發生的事，不要胡說；

做不到的事，別亂說；

傷害人的事，不能說；

討厭的事，對事不對人的說；

開心的事，看場合說；

傷心的事，不要見人就說；

別人的事，小心的說；

自己的事，聽聽自己的心怎麼說；

現在的事，做了再說；

未來的事，未來再說；

知人不必言盡，留三分餘地與人，留些口德與己。

責人不必苛盡，留三分餘地與人，留些肚量與己。

才能不必傲盡，留三分餘地與人，留些內涵與己。

鋒芒不必露盡，留三分餘地與人，留些深斂與己。

有功不必邀盡，留三分餘地與人，留些謙讓與己。

得理不必搶盡，留三分餘地與人，留些寬和與己。

2012-01-28T20:41:00.001+08:00

okay. gonna start a self ban to fb and twitter again.
fk social networking sites, forever making me feel guilty, sad, mad, whatever.
fml lah uh.
ban ban ban.

2012-01-27T18:53:00.001+08:00

gone are the demoralised feelings~ :)

sadness and confusion

2012-01-25T20:38:00.001+08:00

perhaps you felt jealous of him
perhaps you thought i didnt miss you as much as you missed me
perhaps you thought you werent in my thoughts most of the time
perhaps you felt me getting a lil bit colder towards you
perhaps you thought i forgot about you
perhaps you thought i dont love you

but trust me, i do love you, i do miss you; you just didnt knew and i refuse to let you know.

the distance between us suck.

2012-01-23T17:25:00.001+08:00

eventually someone stops trying, someone gives up, and something worth all the tears and happiness all vanishes. what a regrettable thing in life that always happens when you least expects it, when you feel that you are standing on the peak of love, and change just pushes you down the hill and one tumbles down and gets hurt.

2012-01-23T12:01:00.001+08:00

sometimes i guess love needs some huge obstacles for true love to shine

like some great big disasters

or illness

or whatever, like what happens in movies.

yeah i dont know anymore.

Chinese New Year 2012

2012-01-23T02:18:00.002+08:00

time flies indeed, in the blink of an eye, its the year of the dragon liao..

okay, so i totally dont have the CNY mood, not at all. in fact now im already worrying about whether i should go and study or not, but the smoke from fotang is piercing my eyes, so contemplating if i should not study or should i or whatever.

okay from now on im gonna ignore any notifications until i complete this post. clearly, im pissed off about something.

so, i believe in I Kuan Tao.
its NOT a religion. rather, it branches out to other religions.
maybe you might not believe it, but if you bothered to look closely enough, there are so many similarities between religions.

just to list two:
1) All believe in God.
this is so obvious right. but how many of us have wondered if our God is actually the same God, just in different appearances, names. How different can our God be.
2) All advocates positive moral values, imparts belief etc.
Do all/ most religions tell believers to be kind, loving, nice people, to be people with a heart, be compassionate etc etc? they do, right? where do yoou see religions telling people to go kill people. those people are radicals, they thwart beliefs of religions into something bad, and thats another thing. i cant be bothered to continue elaborating but i hope you get what i mean.

so. if our faith is something you thought was baseless, think again. do you only believe things when there is proof? if so, how are you gonna explain how God made man? You've seen it for yourself? next, can you see wind? you cant, can you? so you're telling me wind does not exist?
not everything needs to be proven with concrete proof. there's reasons why God gave us our 5 senses, and some things might not be seen but can be FELT. too bad you arent around for long to feel it, so you cant just judge us by saying this is something baseless.

you called us 'unbelievers'. wow, so how much do YOU actually believe in your own religion? do you even know the way back to heaven? where do you go after death? do you believe what happens if life is a result of pure coincidence or its karma hitting you back INYOURFACE? if you could offer a good explanation for all the questions or doubts that anyone or everyone might raise then perhaps thats another thing to talk about. but i bet there will be a few questions even you cant answer, while i perhaps can.

RESPECT, h***yeah thats another issue. you might doubt our beliefs but you still gotta give the most basic respect. like what people say, see how someone treats his/her family and you'll know how he/she's gonna treat your family in future after marriage. so if you can be that disrespectful to our beliefs, one fine day perhaps when your faith has shaken, thats gonna be the exact same thing you're gonna do. Treat people the way you wanna be respected, simple to say but hard to follow.

Really fed up with this kind of things.

oh and another thing.
people need not be a Taoist/Buddhist/ etc to be a vegetarian.
people always asssume I Kuan Tao as Taoism. spelling might be similar but its different hor.
i was born a vegetarian. almost completely pure cos my parents changed to become vegetarians then they had me. after i was born, i had the choice whether i wanted to be a vegetarian. NOTE: i was not forced in any way hor. i choose to be a vegetarian because i dont wanna eat meat. I love animals enough to not eat them, that'll be my explanation. altho i dont like animals lah. but yeah. then some may say, you also killing plants what. but look, the difference between eating plants and animals differ by that animals, like humans, have SOULS. animals and plants are both living organisms, but plants dont have soul. they dont feel pain, unlike animals. we are all humans, face it, we need to eat. its just that vegetarians are compassionate and kind enough to not eat the organisms with souls who woulg HURT when they are KILLED for the consumption of omnivores like humans. call vegetarians Plant Eaters, Herbivores, WHATEVER, most of us dont give a shit about that anyway. so long as we have nothing on our conscience, i dont see why we need to go care about meat eaters who gives us such nasty names when they are no better.

phew. feels so shiok after this rant. i may offend people thru this post, i apologise *Sorry~*. but really its just all about respect lo. my explanations might suck but i hope you get the point. Respect is really what we should have for a lot of things in life, and in this context, religion and beliefs.

oakky, have a happy chinese new year! turbulent year ahead but just push on baby~!

love, lingness

hours to the dragon year

2012-01-22T21:13:00.000+08:00

to summarise, boring.

okay.

i shall go study now then.
since i dont look like your priority.
oh well why did i bother to wait anyways.

life

2012-01-18T18:31:00.005+08:00

yoo hoo :)

cant help but suddenly felt like typing this blogpost.

for no exact reasons actually.

just pondering through my life, am i living life the way i want it to be, or the way my mum or my dad wants it to be, or the way God wants it to be, or is it already decided upon since the day i was born (that is, i dont / didnt have the chance to make a choice)

life does give you many things to think about, isnt it.

i wonder why i am born as Teo Shi Ling

i wonder why im born in a safe place, staying in a relatively peaceful and awesome place called Singapore. what was my chances in landing in the 'little red dot'? possibly 1 in a gazillion gazillion infinite chances.

i wonder why i get to grow up healthily, unlike kids in other countries. remember this picture? the kid was starving, crawling his way to some centre where he might had a chance for some food. so skinny and tiny, the vulture was waiting for it to die and feed on him. the heartless photographer simply took a photo and left. in the end he was overconsumed by guilt and he commited suicide and died.

i wonder why i can be educated while many others out there want to have the same chance, yet they couldnt. right now im complaining so hard about my workload while they are busy doing agriculture perhaps, walking distances as far as my napfa run just for a lesson, to break away from the vicious cycle of poverty.

i wonder why i can afford to be complacent about life, taking it as a right when its a gift. i wonder why i had so much time to go stalk others about their lifes when my life is chaotic enough, my relationship with my studies are on the rocks, im like neither here nor there and everywhere with my relationships with everyone, i feel lazy, i feel sad and i feel depressed, and im happy and im excited and im worried and im crazy and mad and its so mixed up, totally feels like the chinese saying of tipping the 5 bottles of lalalalala and its so mixed up; the feeling sucks.

its a crazy life i can expect this year. more nagging more food more shit more homework more bullshit more craziness more everything, but truly hope for love to tide me through it all, be it from him, family, girlfriends, from my iphone too perhaps, my classmates, teachers (?!?!), or perhaps i'll go mad enough to go to the school counsellor lolol. but i think i can handle it right now, yeah.

right now i shall go back to the sea of delocalised thoughts and homework and chemistry (molecules of informations of organic chem) and math (vectors..? ) and yeah..

i feel mad already. at least some time tmr w you would chase some of the craziness away.

whywhywhy.

2012-01-17T22:07:00.001+08:00

why do people always hurt the people they love the most?

how can love turn into hate so easily?

what is the purpose of promises?

when will i be mature?

where do i see myself going?

who do i want to be?

haha, why am i doing this instead of studying for math test? just using 5W1H to form sentences lah. no hidden meaning, no nothing :)

bad start to a morning..

2012-01-17T06:23:00.001+08:00

this. is. bad.
i woke up feeling so much like falling apart..
idk why, this sudden feeling of stress and sadness, really feel like crying..
hoping its just pms and it'll pass.
i cant fall apart, no.
ohmyyy fml lol. :(

fml, but no, dont f it. lolol

2012-01-16T22:20:00.001+08:00

life's been good and bad, good that my loved ones been nice to be, my love is awesome as usual ;) and friends , supportive, aweshum, and bonded and lallaa. but homework's a b**** , fml because of this. math test on wed, but looks like i gotta do last minute rev tmr, super duper crazily tired now. glad the walk w love cleared some of the madness away and replaced it w good new sweet memories :) who says you gotta be fanciful about how you date, the simpler the nicer and heartwarming it gets lo. <3 okay god bless me him and you and everyone, few more sentences for gp revision and off to bed, its clamoring for me already!

love, lingness!
ps hahahaha congrats love, you made it for the test! :))))))))) goodjob! <3 <3

2012-01-13T20:49:00.001+08:00

friday the 13th

2012-01-13T07:39:00.001+08:00

huhu, its friday the 13~~
scared not? ;)
aiya, this year has a few more friday the 13th, so just get over it!
the day will still pass as per normal.
ending school at 1230 today. feeling so awesome heheh! its like the only day that is earlyyy. study some organic chem before sleeping hehe!

love lingness xoxo

thoughts

2012-01-12T18:46:00.001+08:00

i might hate or dislike anyone but i'll never want this to ever happen to any girls out there. you are special, you know it. someone out there loves you, the timing's just not right.

day two!

2012-01-10T18:51:00.001+08:00

le sigh~ its tuesdayyyy!
glad to be having dreamless nights nowadays.. good night sleep every night.
sooooo,
feeling damn awesome for this year!
cos all the quality of my teachers mostly up already! (:
miss Ms Yuni and Ms Chen, they were awesome form teachers and bio teachers. but now there's Ms Ng!! also good teacher wor! (: guess bio department is organised and awesome and prepared and totally understand us students and etc. just makes me love bio more and more although im gonna have test on thurs!
then math, still same~
chem change to Ms Koh! good teacher, like her way of teaching. like link all the topics tgt such that we do revision and the current topic at the same time. also strict enough to make us wanna buck up and work harddd.
then GP! mrs rajasegar! super nice! and experienced! and strict too!
oh no all the teachers are strict.
aiya one year only, can tank bahhh!
geog teacher is ms leong and ms tan. both awesome cool teachers too! young enough to understand how we youngsters think~
okayyy gonna bathe and do MI soon, otherwise tmr tutorial i GG~

loveee, lingness.

day one of school

2012-01-09T20:04:00.001+08:00

hmmmm.
hello :)
hehe!
so first day of school loh!
whoohoo.
glad to be back but also a bit reluctant, cos need to wake up early in the morning:/
the day today is weird.
timetable has gp lecture and gp titorial,
math lecture and math tutorial. chem prac/ tutorial and chem extra remedial :/
double dosage of literally everything.
a bit mentally tired already sigh,
but gotta push onnnnn~
i mean, how hard can it get, when the whole class is facing this together?! :)
i think being in 11S06 is kinda one of the best things that happened in my little puny life..
:))
had a sore throat which got from not painful to worse and worse and yeah, closed my eyes for a tiny nap (but never sleep!) then eat chinese medicine, then feel so much better already!
gotta get well and gorge on chocolates and all the goodies on cny! ;)
totally looking for cny:)
okay hope hope hope for a better outlook this year!
zodiac signs say Dog quite bad.. but scorpio horoscope quite good! hope it neutralises then i'll have a smooth sailing year ahead! fighting!

and yeah. o level results out today! congratsz to those who got their results and feel happy about it! i remembered i cried altho my results wasnt very bad, but just disappointed at those subjects i wanted A for. oh wells, im in J2 already! :)
long long way to success indeed.. just keep fighting eh? ;)

lovesss, lingness

sitting arrangements

2012-01-08T09:53:00.001+08:00

remember those days,
we were often made to sit with a boy in primary school instead of our usual clique by our teachers?
probably an effort to keep us from talking..
but look what its like now.
primary school kids already have boyf/girlf, got handphones, got laptop, got twitter , got facebook.
literally everything kids in the 1990s wont have at that point of time.
lol okay deviating.
so yeah, i read on twitter on why people hate school..
so i suddenly thought of my primary school sitting arrangement.
often made to sit with people i dont know initially, with boys who i dont like their faces, fat people. okay not being biased here, i was a kid that time yo.
then for the first few days we wouldnt talk. shyyy mah. lol.
then the teachers love to make us interact through groupwork.
irony, they want us to keep quiet yet they want us to talk too.
hell yeah so we talked. and afterwards the guys and girls all talk, and the whole group became talkative and the initial idea of sitting with people we wont talk too (yet) became a joke.
missing those days.
in jc we get to sit anywhere we like/want/ whatever. you wanna talk in lesson, your loss/ get scolded by teacher.
guess thats part of growing up eh?

loves, lingness.

boo! 7/1/12

2012-01-07T19:18:00.002+08:00

hello, i decided to be back to blog again :)
perhaps maybe to help improve my GP essay writing, or maybe its because there's no reason for me not to since i can blog on the go anytime with my iPhone.
yeps, im officially in love with my iPhone, a lot too.
playing with silly things like Pocket Potions.
going to be level 20 le hor!
i feel like a witch now.
or a doctor
or a witch doctor! *chipmunks song in my head*
hmm yeah okay.
seems like 2011 ended like this.
sad, tired, upset, happy, crazy, heartache, in sky nine, etcetcetc.
having a lot to handle like that.

BUT~
its two-zero-one-two!
whoo hoo.
feels like im heading for a crazy roller coaster ride,
but hell yeah
bring it on.
studies, relationship, family, friendship,
GOTTA CATCH THEM ALL!
okay dont doubt me hor, im a scorpio so i can do anything lolol.
horoscopes on twitter are eeriely accurate..

and i loveeeee this new blogskin. love love love. as much as i love all of you lolol.
its simplicity at its best.
#showoff
hahas. whatever. best is that i dont have to describe who i am.
so nobody judges.
in fact, some of you might already be judging me now.
but d0 judge me from what i say and what i do **both hor** not individually.

hmm yeap, so its Saturday evening already.
i just spent one day without texting someone :(
back from cousin's wedding lunch.
okay i dont know why but i hate my dress when i see what others had worn.
seems like i over-dressed or something.
its just slightlyyy poofy! and pink :)
but it looks good on me i guess.
not revealing, totally PG13, adult see already wont nag kind.
yeah y'know.
okay who cares, bottom line is I LIKE IT xoxoxo
and i wore heels again.
hurts like a b****.
but still, I LIKE IT. xoxoxoxoxoxo.
walked a lot from mrt to Mandarin Oriental Hotel, then reached there and sit #likeaboss
awesome vege food wor, and the little gift was not little please.
it looked like some stuffs worth AT LEAST 5 bucks each.
so yeah, saw most of the cousins, young and old and some with their kids.
i guess the only heartwarming part was when the bride and groom had things to say on stage.
thank parents and friends and relatives and all who attended...
thennn.
they surprised their parents from both side with a small bouquet and hugged them.
sweet.
oh, and i remembered my aunt saying,
when im gonna get married, she's gonna get my mum and other aunts to wear revealing clothes.
lololol.
im only turning 18 this year,
getting married??
okay can minimum 4 years later.
give me a good husband and a degree and i'll be free to marry and have kids before abandoning them to my parents (aka their grandparents) to work as a teacher.
hahaha i sound mean but i'll still love them hor.
<3
deviating! hmm okay, so then cousin drove me back since my mum and my aunts wanna go shopping.
i wanted to nap and do some work cos im left with tons of homework undone and all due in what, Monday?
#justkillme

okay just nice, im entertaining the thought of marriage.
was studying with Amanda and Wanyi on New Year's Eve,
and we suddenly talked about marriage.
LOL, random right, but awesome chat hor, in the library where there is very little people..
promised to be bridesmaid for each other and MUST MUST MUST invite each other to the wedding.
and we even thought who would be the first to get married off.
not gonna say the order here, hehe!
happy that im just nice in the middle!

marriage.. sounds like an awesome word y'know.
its like upgrading.
from single to attached to engaged, then married.
so much celebrations, angbaos to get, blessings, yam sengs,
oh and also an awful lot of money to be spent..
but yeah, its an important milestone in life.
people tend to celebrate it in different ways, wedding lunches/ dinners, combine solemnisation and dinner together, outdoor parties at the beach etc
it all means celebration and happiness.
*i want mine to be a quiet quiet affair though*
not much reason why, make it fussfree, peaceful..
or rather, i rather save money from my wedding to help others instead, or donate the money.
i believe memories are still memories be it cheap or expensive.
yeah thats how i feel.
just get me good photographers and spam me with all the lovely photos and that'll be enough.
i keep way too much memories close to my heart through photos..
and yeah, perhaps im sentimental, if i ever get married, i want my guyfriends from pjc to wear our new awesome school tie, the black one, so nice please. lolol. i'll invite schoolmates and make them all sit together whether they like it or not.
mean, i know :P
it'll be like prom Part II for them and me hehes.
and i want my guests to alllll be colour coordinated, like they sit at this table right, all must wear this particular colour dress/shirt/ clothes.
looks nice on the photo too what!
so now you know what you'll expect when i get married LOL.
dont steal my idea hor!

okay off to pack my stuffs and get back to math.
math oh math...
see how i kill you, with my mind lolol, like the 'You are the Apple of my eye"
MATH, I F*** YOU!
teehee!
ciaos.

Loveee, Lingness.

2012-01-06T11:19:00.001+08:00

👄 talking nonsense is my favourite hobby, oh, and laughing too ;)

upset

2011-12-29T10:26:00.001+08:00

😔sigh. as usual, i am upset.
been feeling like a loner so much recently
cos im fucking stuck at home
not because of curfews or whatever, rather its because i have no money.
brokeee.
which means to prevent the same thing happening next year, i will have to work and save money in the meantime.
to go on my own holiday, to go shopping, to go pamper myself, everything!
i hope i can do it. like seriously.
i wanna ask for increase in pocket money. some extra cash could seriously help.
yeah.
but still not on speaking terms. have no idea why. maybe she became mute or what.
guess what, gonna let that be her own problem.
shall not let this take a toll on my studies or my mood.
okay, back to studying, really want to go back to school. even if it means facing shit.
im in deep shit already anyway, doesnt matter isnt it.
fighting!

2011-12-24T12:00:00.001+08:00

too many things i choose not to believe in anymore.
feeling feelingless recently,
maybe i have a heart of stone perhaps.
yeah sure, all your advice were useful.
you hope for this to blow over soon.
and i did what i think was right,
but it really takes two hands to clap.

maybe im really running away from the problems, but who can truly understand and feel what i feel.
maybe i dont want anyone to feel what i feel too, but people keep pushing their way into my heart, and i really dont know what to do.
it ends up with higher thicker walls built around my heart.
maybe im weird, i dont know.
maybe im too comfortable in my comfort zone.
maybe im stupid to reject.
maybe im stupid to accept.
perhaps it was all my fault.
yeah, just blame it all on me.
but i dont even feel any sense of guilt.

guess im really heartless.

2011-12-23T20:25:00.003+08:00

you have no idea how much this shit sucks.
if there were another option, i would gladly suck up all this shit for myself.
i really did what i thought was feasible.
and now
i really dont know what to do anymore.
im never gonna give up.
try me.

2011-12-22T22:38:00.001+08:00

typical singaporean. hahas :)

10 hours of cip

2011-12-04T19:15:00.001+08:00

Didnt like this event. Complaining a lottt but we are here as a class!! Yayay! Happy moments~:)))

2011-12-01T21:07:00.001+08:00

真的不知道要怎么想了,开始累了。。。
Been fighting against the odds, now im wavering. But i cant, not with you always fighting with me.
Sighh
I dont like how this december has started..

Beetles lolol

2011-11-30T11:04:00.001+08:00

Beetles are insects which are found in almost every country in the world. There are probably over 5 million species of beetles worldwide. The exact number is not known as not all of them have been discovered yet! This post will tell you what beetles eat and then look at a few interesting and fun facts about beetles.

What Do Beetles Eat

Every different species of beetle eats different things. Most beetles that live on leaves also feed on them. Some species, such as weevils, only eat very specific plants. Most beetles that feed on leaves will eat just about any plant. Many beetles are predatory, which means they prey on smaller animals. They generally eat any small insect, spider, bird or crustacean that they can find. A few species only prey on very specific animals. A few species of beetles eat poo, dead animals and fungi.

Interesting Facts About Beetles

The study of beetles is called coleopterology.
A few species of beetles live in water.
Beetles reproduce by laying eggs. Some species lay eggs in leaves which curl inwards to protect the eggs. A female may lay thousands of eggs during her lifetime.
Beetles use their antennae to smell. That is how they locate food.
Some beetles can camouflage- blending into their environment to prevent other animals from spotting them.

http://wanttoknowit.com/what-do-beetles-eat/

Hahas!

End of November

2011-11-30T00:31:00.001+08:00

Sigh. End of november already.
Soon it'll be dec. then hello 2012.
Life's been like a choo choo train till now, been relaxing like nobody's business these days (3 days only hor) thinking, daydreaming, frustrating, then i realised
think so much for what! Just do it, because it was what i wanted at that point of time!
Been reading others blog and feeling
Why they smile nicer than me
Why she prettier than me
Why her clothes nicer than mine
Why i so inferior?
??????????

Sigh. Some things in life, we dont compare it this way, so yeah.
I dont know how they compare, but im just gonna live my life my way without regrets and be a happy girl and indulge in love and love and more love from everybodyyy.

P.s. i miss my girlfriends already, obe gone china, another new zealand, soon another one nepal. While im stuck in singapore. **sigh**

oh well, lets try to start homework, say, tomorrow? (:

Nights world, hearts.

Daily rambles

2011-11-29T12:10:00.001+08:00

Teehee! My mum saw this so i took photo ;) what a joke lolol. Thats why cannot anyhow take photo~ 😝

One pic!

2011-11-28T14:31:00.001+08:00

Teehee!

a new beginning :)

2011-11-28T14:23:00.002+08:00

back to blogging!
(cos.. its da hols and i currently can't find anything better to do)

hmms, it was a fabulous November.
Genting, then PW OP (*whoohoo!*), then promos results + awesome birthday+ happy feet 2, many many movies this month from paranormal activity to sleepwalker to 2359 to You Are The Apple Of My Eye etcetc, its happiness to the max literally.

And.. i got iPhone 4S! *squeals*
super duper happy now that i get it.. didnt have the feel of such happyness (diff from happiness) util 3G starts working lololol.

And one thing that i ain't gonna share... :))) <3

Teehee! Ciaos~!